Failure in life

I am such a failure, aren't I? Hais..

My dad and sis came to visit me on Tuesday... they went back today.. Actually was very excitied about their visit... Till dad's gf broke the news... hais... every night for the past 1 year, dad has been groaning in pain. His chest has a big lump. and till recently den he went for a x-ray and it's suspected to be breast cancer.

Am i a failure? Or am i taking things in life for granted... Dad's gf told us he was supposed to collect report today de... but he postpone just to be together with the 3 of us... hais... i really hope he will be fine... else i will live to regret.. hais... internship ending soon.. 3weeks... time flies...

Well, this 3 days was watching soccer with dad.. ytd was the most enjoyable want.. lol... we was swearing at that pathetic corrupted england... tmd.. all of them must eat alot of $$ sia... tmd... sub owen say he not performing? WTF!!! crouch den is lo... A tall weirdo obstructing england's victory... but anyway, trust me, england cmi. against those weaker thing already like that... as usual that bastard sweedish always play his super humji tactic... F OFF LA!! tmd... 1st match play so sux... 2nd match again? hw much money u eating...!! (P.s dad allowed me to swear...!! haha)

anyway, they left the airport happily but when they reach sing, sis tio scolded... jie lost her hp... 3rd or 4th 6320i liao... tmd donate to me la... haha... eh... i for no reason also tio scolded... -_-"

Anyway, i know i have the greatest dad, 1 and only, i know his mouth is always tough, but deep in his heart, he loves us alot... Dad, get well soon..!! =) Love ya...