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Well, Day 5.
Came back home fr work as usual, can't get to sleep now.. Why am i not drinking like the past few days? Drinking make me put on weight!! damm... 74.2kg... i reduce till 73.3 liao sia... DAMM IT!!! pissed... Will stop taking lunch!!
Anyway, just watch 2 DVD that we rented. Ermz.. One is Andy Lau that theif movie the other is a psychotic killer de... andy lau is boring initially but i got awake and watch the 2 movies.
John now sound asleep, I can't get to sleep... Damm, will continue my routine push-up and online awhile before i sleep bah...
Hais... Sianz... I wish to forget everything ASAP, carry on with life... But can I? That's a difficult qns to answer... Hais...
Why did i suddenly talk about my weight? I been very concern recnetly, partially because of my that cb boss... so fat yet still got the cheek to say i heavier than him, partially because of future... Napfa coming soon le, i think problem would be running bah, and also i wish to be enlisted into police force, on hearing so many of my friends was enlisted to PA. DAMM!!! Why not me?
So sianz... Hais...
Signed- Complicated Yet Simple AirD
[* Memory will fade away BUT not the feeling of our Love *]
[* To love, courage is essential. To stop loving, it would be more than courage. *]
Seriously, have i mature? I am not my usual self. Some of my friends say 'respect' for me that i handle the issue so calm and cool, BUT I know deep in my heart, it's not me... This is not Eddy, definitely NO!!!! till date, I still can't admit lose, I would not concede and admit I lose to fate. But fact is fact and i got to face the reality, I'll just have to escape from reality. Living in illusion would be the perfect things to do now.
Came back home fr work as usual, can't get to sleep now.. Why am i not drinking like the past few days? Drinking make me put on weight!! damm... 74.2kg... i reduce till 73.3 liao sia... DAMM IT!!! pissed... Will stop taking lunch!!
Anyway, just watch 2 DVD that we rented. Ermz.. One is Andy Lau that theif movie the other is a psychotic killer de... andy lau is boring initially but i got awake and watch the 2 movies.
John now sound asleep, I can't get to sleep... Damm, will continue my routine push-up and online awhile before i sleep bah...
Hais... Sianz... I wish to forget everything ASAP, carry on with life... But can I? That's a difficult qns to answer... Hais...
Why did i suddenly talk about my weight? I been very concern recnetly, partially because of my that cb boss... so fat yet still got the cheek to say i heavier than him, partially because of future... Napfa coming soon le, i think problem would be running bah, and also i wish to be enlisted into police force, on hearing so many of my friends was enlisted to PA. DAMM!!! Why not me?
So sianz... Hais...
Signed- Complicated Yet Simple AirD
[* Memory will fade away BUT not the feeling of our Love *]
[* To love, courage is essential. To stop loving, it would be more than courage. *]
Seriously, have i mature? I am not my usual self. Some of my friends say 'respect' for me that i handle the issue so calm and cool, BUT I know deep in my heart, it's not me... This is not Eddy, definitely NO!!!! till date, I still can't admit lose, I would not concede and admit I lose to fate. But fact is fact and i got to face the reality, I'll just have to escape from reality. Living in illusion would be the perfect things to do now.
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