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Oh well, at this point of time, a tears came rolling down my eyes... I sense the distant apart for us. She said she dun seems to understand me more and more, after 3years 8mths...

She was asking why couldn't i be the one to send sweet words to her everytime and she needs to tell me so? Is that really so impt? Does that really means alot?

Well, i could sense that if i am going overseas for attachment, I couldn't think of the consequences... Well, it's not really true that memory will fade but love will stay but i guess it might be vice versa when i am back in singapore after 4months of attachment...

I am really feeling very vexed, saded, totally loss... Not at this point of time with relationship issues when exam are round the corner... I am not taking her for granted, but it's just that i guess i does not show out my care and concern for her, or i did, but in the wrong way perhaps?

I guessed i am a failure in relationship, well it might be true... Sadded and saddedd.... Loss, I am loss... Truly, sincerely I am at a damm bloody loss on what i should next... Lalalalalalalalalalaa..........




Arghz... Signed Eddy