:::Complicated Aird:::

FiNaLe

2006-06-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

All cleared, no and i am not keeping this bloggy. Perhaps i will open a new one? BUT not in the near future... and those who are constantly looking at my blog... and all my friends, and bro... thanks for ur console...
(Cam,Adeline,Eleanor,Benjamin,Melvin) A big thank you to all of you... Speechless and totally blank in my mind, i will just keep this last post short... Good luck to all of you and best wishes...

Regards,
ComplicatedYetSimple AirD!!

此到今日，我才领悟到我过去所拥有的爱，自不过是一场儿戏。真希望我不会从梦中醒来，永远是一场完美的梦。

Turning point of my life, may time heal the wounds and memories will just simply fade off...

Failure in life

2006-06-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

I am such a failure, aren't I? Hais..

My dad and sis came to visit me on Tuesday... they went back today.. Actually was very excitied about their visit... Till dad's gf broke the news... hais... every night for the past 1 year, dad has been groaning in pain. His chest has a big lump. and till recently den he went for a x-ray and it's suspected to be breast cancer.

Am i a failure? Or am i taking things in life for granted... Dad's gf told us he was supposed to collect report today de... but he postpone just to be together with the 3 of us... hais... i really hope he will be fine... else i will live to regret.. hais... internship ending soon.. 3weeks... time flies...

Well, this 3 days was watching soccer with dad.. ytd was the most enjoyable want.. lol... we was swearing at that pathetic corrupted england... tmd.. all of them must eat alot of $$ sia... tmd... sub owen say he not performing? WTF!!! crouch den is lo... A tall weirdo obstructing england's victory... but anyway, trust me, england cmi. against those weaker thing already like that... as usual that bastard sweedish always play his super humji tactic... F OFF LA!! tmd... 1st match play so sux... 2nd match again? hw much money u eating...!! (P.s dad allowed me to swear...!! haha)

anyway, they left the airport happily but when they reach sing, sis tio scolded... jie lost her hp... 3rd or 4th 6320i liao... tmd donate to me la... haha... eh... i for no reason also tio scolded... -_-"

Anyway, i know i have the greatest dad, 1 and only, i know his mouth is always tough, but deep in his heart, he loves us alot... Dad, get well soon..!! =) Love ya...

World Cup 2nd Day

2006-06-11T02:12:00.001+08:00

So sianz... 2nd day of world cup... And it's a history created by Singapore Refree..!! 1st Red card in WC2006.. siao siao.. dun play play... i think he never have the chance la... issue yellow card like got incentive like that hahaa...

I going out of bangkok finally!! after so long, i am going to pattaya to enjoy... that cb boss... ask for advance at there kpkb say wat must inform sch... scare we run away his money... F LO!!! tmd... ask for 4000baht and he at there talk so much... tmd... in the end, we didn't lend a penny fr him... and pls... EXPECT the standard of things we give u when u wan everything that's cheap... think is fish market sia, must cheap and fresh...

Enough of that son of the bi@tch!! ookk... Friday night we went to RCA!! Thanks david(Marketing Manager of GP) sia... Not for him i cannot enter... used his Australia driving license =D Thai Club is definitely stricter than Singapore want.. Singapore u noe ppl can go in liao regardless of age, but thai de minimum 20... And 20 is 20..

well, at RCA Route 66, it was damm packed, and i was watching soccer.. haha.. got a cute and sweet looking thai gal topple her drinks 3-4times.. haha... so clumsy, then she dropped her cigarettes on the floor, i jitao offer her liao.. haha... sweet sia... =D ok la... den after that, david brought us to eat thai dim sum... nice, delicious... thanks david for the treat... i am so paisey sia... we don't have a single cent with us, and david is all the while paying..

Anyway, tml i am going pattaya to enjoy... I must enjoy this long weekend... haha!!!

Tata... Missing her =( Hais...

Sianz...!!!!!

2006-06-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

Hi yoiz... wow... Today kan late for work... wake up at 11.30am... den i was like omg... reaching work at 12.10pm... oops... hais... ytd when to INCH CLUB to watch POTATO!!! Ok, What is Potato? it's a thai band, which interest me.. Their songs are nice and touching, yet is some how hiphop like that la... send to mel and ben that song... Remarks from them was, "Ya the song is nice..."! My favourite song is Bpaak Dee...!! so nice... I think i should change my bg_sound of this blog to this? Maybe i will do up a new blog soon.. it's time to abandon this blog and have a new start should i? Ytd, I swear, that this is the first time in my life i drank so much... Johnnie Walker Red Label...

Let's talk about ytd night, 5 of us went to inch club happily for the concert, Johnson, Cam, Adeline, May and I... Eh, ordered a bottle of Red label, begin drinking and drinking like "Liquor to me is just water..." we started playing finger guessing game, but well, just my luck or perhaps i was just too thirsty.. lol... eh... den i was waiting for a reply, but it never came... hais, at that point of time, i was just too sad, and drinking was the solution... lim ah lim lim till potato sing 1 song i was unbalance liao, almost fall... at 12.30mn, i decided to lie on the sofa of the club... slept till 2.47am and they was like closing, den they wake me up.

By then i was pretty sober le la, just some hang-over effect like vomitting and headache... LOL! in another hand, john was like cmi liao... drunkards talk... i think he enjoyed alot ytd, it should be one of our happiest night in bangkok... den i gotta help him up and he bath and lie flat till both of us realised the sun was on our buttock...!!

hais, should i just give up??? HAIS!!!! Well, there's a event for STCC later... so sianz... Thanks Cam,Ade,May and John for such a wonderful time...

NBDCBK

2006-05-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

NBDCBK!!! 7.00am in the morning, can't u fucking let me slp more? why the fuck u called so early?? KNN LA!! tmd, ur laptop spoil my problem? tmd, i am not a personal assistant, nor am i a maid of yours, nevertheless, I am definitely not your car washer... ENOUGH is ENOUGH!!! Everyone have its own limit de hor!!

Well, told me to go at 9.30am to Fujitsu Service center, turn left turn right and bla bla to reach there, and meet his maid at 11am!! WTF lo, it's only 2 fucking station away from my place..

Reach office in the morning, take breakfast, and wanted to do mysql..BUT tmd, i got to go at 9.30am. But i dilly-dally till 10.15am den walk out from my office.. BUT HOR!! KTMD lo, TMDCBK, i reach Fujitsu in 15mins!! TMD den gong gong tai tai wait over there... luckily i never leave at 9.30am lo... It seems that i am worst den a maid, still got to wait for her to come.

Went in to Fujitsu, and saw the note he write.
* Outlook Express cannot start
* Internet Explorer cannot start
* Shell notification error

WTF LO!! write till so nice, i load all can work... TMD u never plug in cable or dial up to internet izzit... GONG CB!!! knnlb sia!!

Luckily, there's always the good side of the day. FUJITSU AFTER-SALES SERVICE IS SPLENDID/EXCELLENCE... 5 Stars Rating!!!
They technician is so friendly, and helpful unlike Starhub's Technician.(No link right, 1 is laptop another is ISP BUT I AM COMPARING CUSTOMER SERVICE)
Well, stayed till 4pm to get the bloody hell laptop fix, and that 2 particular technician was along over there without having their lunch.. They told me it's alright customer come first.. I am so guilty because of that CBK!!!

Den, was about to help him restore his OUTLOOK, he claims he know how to as he did not trust me with his password.. FOR GOODNESS SAKE LA, if i wan ur password, it's AS simple as ABC lo... tmd u this IT IDIOT!

Went back to office and reach around 4.30pm... Was kinda tired and went home at 5.30pm.. Went shopping for some grocerries, then went home bath and eat... After that continue playing winning 11....!!

Hais, really sianz sia... No liquor = No Sleep... Ytd i was on the bed turning here and there and only after 2hours, i get into sleep... So tired everyday.. HAISS!!!!

HAIS...

...

2006-05-30T01:55:00.000+08:00

Well, Day 5.

Came back home fr work as usual, can't get to sleep now.. Why am i not drinking like the past few days? Drinking make me put on weight!! damm... 74.2kg... i reduce till 73.3 liao sia... DAMM IT!!! pissed... Will stop taking lunch!!

Anyway, just watch 2 DVD that we rented. Ermz.. One is Andy Lau that theif movie the other is a psychotic killer de... andy lau is boring initially but i got awake and watch the 2 movies.

John now sound asleep, I can't get to sleep... Damm, will continue my routine push-up and online awhile before i sleep bah...

Hais... Sianz... I wish to forget everything ASAP, carry on with life... But can I? That's a difficult qns to answer... Hais...

Why did i suddenly talk about my weight? I been very concern recnetly, partially because of my that cb boss... so fat yet still got the cheek to say i heavier than him, partially because of future... Napfa coming soon le, i think problem would be running bah, and also i wish to be enlisted into police force, on hearing so many of my friends was enlisted to PA. DAMM!!! Why not me?

So sianz... Hais...

Signed- Complicated Yet Simple AirD
[* Memory will fade away BUT not the feeling of our Love *]
[* To love, courage is essential. To stop loving, it would be more than courage. *]

Seriously, have i mature? I am not my usual self. Some of my friends say 'respect' for me that i handle the issue so calm and cool, BUT I know deep in my heart, it's not me... This is not Eddy, definitely NO!!!! till date, I still can't admit lose, I would not concede and admit I lose to fate. But fact is fact and i got to face the reality, I'll just have to escape from reality. Living in illusion would be the perfect things to do now.

Nothing to do...

2006-05-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

Well, dunno what to do, nothing to do.... arghz.. piece of shit...damm sianz!!

John went out with friends to go Suan Luan Night Bazzar... Den i just staying at home lo... Tired of walking liao... whole day accompanying them walk walk see see...

Ytd went to the ex-apartment there where i was staying, cause now the girls are staying there... bought a bottle of liquor and we drank half of it. Chat about sg, and alot la... Then cam and adeline was consoling me.. Hais.. Thanks cam and adeline!!! So sianz... Tml gotta meet that stupid boss... TMD!!!

Well, we talk cleared ytd, and everything was confirmed, she thinks there's better thing in her life den this r/s, so what can i say? Just wish her all the best... Hais...

Sobz

Depresss

2006-05-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

My life is in an entire shit right now!!

What's all this damm bloody deadlock problem now... At a loss end, at somewhere far, it seems impossible to do anything... What could i do to resolve all this bloody hell problems??????

I dunno what to say, and not sure what's the current status.. nth i can do but helplessly, at one corner, sobbing and do nothing. I don't dare to face this reality, and i won't admit to this..

Let's just hope there would be a turning point, and things can be better...

(Heart split and pronounced dead on GMT+8 11.30pm)

Summary for the end of 6th weeks...

2006-05-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey... So long no news of me right? I still keep in contact with some of my close body... Occasionally chat with them over msn during work time (oops, did I say I was skiving?) and do call my parent whenever I think I have/need to…

Well, tomorrow would be the 7th week of me in Bangkok… Why did I suddenly blog? Not sure, but just this afternoon, was talking to Cam (new interns attach to STCC from NTU) then suddenly came into my mind that I didn’t blog for quite some times too… Oh well, and now I am all alone in my room. John went out with his friend who came for holiday… I am all alone now and just reached home from dinner with Cam, walked 3 or more KILOMETERS to my previous apartment. Can you imagine? Haha… Brought her to road side stall and ate minced-pork noodles in which after company her buy some grocery and sent her back.

A good man I am, right? Oh… But SERIOUSLY, that road is damm dark and you won’t know when you will step on the dog’s tail. Ok, enough of my brief introduction…

To the main point, times to update you guys on what happened to me right? M.I.A??? Nahz, it’s just that no $$ to call back, and lazy to blog. Oh well, first week I was very enthusiastic about the life here and I even created a web (www.mib.tempestral.com) to post. Well, there was a section for diary, guess that section will never be published. Haha… I will start from Day 1 now and so and so for if there’s anything that still in my memories.

At the airport departed with my family and girlfriend, well I peeped thru and saw her crying, well haiz.. I also can’t bear to part but wat to do? On the airplane I opened up a present she gave me, it was a photo album done by her…Nicely done, well, she started doing that album quite some time back. Thanks Dear…

Then when I reached the airport, I was like sotong… I was wondering where I should go, what to do next.. Oh well, this is my first trip alone oversea(Don’t say Malaysia la, that wan go till sianz). Took our luggage, and saw our office manager and she was so friendly, we get along pretty well (till date, and I think this good colleague relationship will definitely remains).

Our first day of work, and guess what, it was the BOD meeting, wearing formal meeting those directors, was very stress and pressure. But well guess it was still fine, eat the FANTASTIC hor fun. Damm nice… And we got back late as Mr. Doong (my boss) lost his way while driving!!

Well work was the same, sometimes do nothing… bla bla bla and so on… Wah, if I have to write this, how long liao sia…. Damm sianz leh… Hand suan…

Eh, went place of interest like Grand palace, Emerald Buddha Statue, ChaChuChap Market (damm f-ing big… walk 2hours and it’s only maybe 1/4 or less of the whole market), took the MTR and BTS (Singapore’s MRT) of whole Bangkok, go 1 whole round, also take the boat taxi and 1 whole round too.. All in 1 week!!! Haha… Went Chinatown, silom (Patpong Night Bazar), Suan Lam Night Bazar, Nana Street… I think that’s all…

Ok, back then was the Bangkok election, then there was always demonstration, and you can never see that in Singapore, and we took the opportunity and well, it’s damm boring.. Peaceful demonstration by the opposition party in thai. But well it was 100,000 of them… Wow… monks and commoners, orange and yellow shirt… great scenery =X took some pics of them.

Ok, there’s about all regarding where I have visited. 6th April was actually a govt declared public holiday. BUT STCC ISN’T… first lesson learnt!! They do have diff policy from govt and we was like DAMM IT!! Den we have to make up on a Saturday for that as we have no leave. Our boss treat us to Boon Tong Kee, in Thailand. Well, 1 work atrocious compared to Singapore!! Today our boss also treat us go Hongkong Kitchen Restaurant, as mentioned on phone. Gosh, we reach and saw a lok-ko coffee-shop along the street. We ordered tim sum and it was not bad though, but BOSS called. He asked us to pass phone to the waitress and he ordered on our behalf that he thinks it’s nice. The horfun, ok la still not that bad, fried rice, YUCKZ!! Ba Zhan (rice dumpling, Cantonese style) DAMM AWFUL. And the char siew pau that he claims it was the best, and unqiue u never find at other stall. Well, guess what? Really unique to what I have eaten in Singapore, skin hard, the char siew big big and hard hard de…!! NICE sia? Haha, he’s just “not generous enough”…

AGM that night on 28th April, well damm lo… we never eat anything at all… OMG!! And boss didn’t really bother we eaten anot… Well, guess the office manager and staff was damm kind. Noo, Bee and Nee… They bring us to eat sort of “zhi zha” in Singapore and drove us back lo.

Now talking about my daily lifestyles, watch star movie, soccer match, vcd or dvd we bought/rented, swimming at our apartment, and also we bought games to play. FM2006 and Winning Eleven 9, controllers and blab la bla… Well, for those 2games I mentioned, just playing is no fun. We decided side-bet. 10pumping per match, 10 pumping per game respectively… Got once I so suay that I do almost 200 pumping for the day for FM.

Well, I was talking about Cam right, she just arrived for internship programme like us, and she’s older than me,1985 de… We was really scared that she will be those law-by-law type cause office got politics la… den ok la… the third day with her it was like, she’s an easy-going person, frank and nice. But lol, oops… She gave me a stuck-up rich ppl impression.. But well, as I said my opinion had changed as I get to know her more… Oh, she’s Singapore national bowler, dun play play… 279 was her max, and I believed that she can 1 day be like the 2 only ladies in Singapore who can hit 300, a perfect game. ;)

Wah damm sianz sia.. I think so far like this la.. Damm I forget to mention about Songkram, I am typing on Ms Word, later cut and paste as this apartment connection really sux…

K la, that’s all la… write so much also dunno got ppl read anot, damm sianz liao… net stiff and aches… See ya all… ;) Misss me!!! HAHA!!!

My first day in Thailand

2006-03-21T18:03:00.000+08:00

20th March 2006

I had supper with a group of buddy from secondary school, (Josh, Shawn, Adrian, Bob and Ping Nam). We was chatting and recapping the past we had at our secondary school, how we quarreled but still ended up to be the best of the best friends. We really missed that type of lifestyle, but too bad, as we all grown up, we have to move towards the future.

After supper at 85 Food Market, Adrian suggested a game of billiard and we went to Grandlink Square, but to our surprise, it was closed. BUT nothing can stop us, we went to Macpherson- Jackson Kopitiam to play. After the game, Adrian was eventually and ultimately the loser. *Laugh Out Loud* he lost $20 on number ball. After that we went for tim sum at the food court, and was chatting again about the past.

After the second round of supper, It was time to bid farewell. 4months, then I can have another round of supper with them. But by them, maybe Ping Nam and Shawn is already enlisted into the army.

I went home, looking at my unpacked luggage, my laundry, a lot of thing not done, but I am meeting Johnson at 11.30am. Then another problem crops up, Eleanor’s boyfriend called me. He said that she was left stranded at the airport, nobody was there to pick her up. Wow, she’s strong. Imagine alone and lonely, in a land which u are a total stranger to it. Eleanor, I know you can brave through the 4months. Good luck to you.

At around 8am, I fell asleep on my mum’s bed while I was packing. I woke up at around 90minutes later when my sis’s boyfriend arrived. He was here to send me and also bought breakfast for us. I took a bath and ate the breakfast before resuming packing my stuff. OMG, at this very crucial point of time, I realized I couldn’t find my pants. No choice, but I have to go down and purchase one. After purchasing, we set off to the airport.

At the airport, Mr. Rick Toh was sick, yet he turned up to send us off which his wife and kids. We spoke for awhile, and soon dear was here. She’s behave perfectly alright, I thought she would be very sad. Well, we took some photos, and she was still smiling all the while. When it was time for me and Johnson to check in, suddenly I have the very sad feeling of departing. I can’t bear to part with Dear, Hais… And she was hugging me so tightly. I would really miss her so much. She pass me a present, and said only to open it when I am on the flight.

I went into the gate, pass the security counter and as I turned my head around, I can see dear running to a corner, tears dripping, HAIS, PARTING SCENE are always so sad.
I called her and told her to be brave and stop crying and 4months is just a short test to us.

At the flight, I was looking out to the Blue Ocean and green land, when I suddenly remembered the present from dear. I opened up and saw a sweet booklet containing our past memories. It’s so sweet and thoughtful of her. Dear, this 4mths we can brave through wan, take care and miss you lot. Loving you forever... (Written on: GMT+7 1500h)
Don’t know what happened to the last 30mins of the flight, I have such a bad headache, not sure whether it was the pressure of the aircraft. I fell asleep and didn’t know what happen till Johnson told me that the plane could not land and was rounding about the airport in Bangkok.

When my eyes was opened once again, We were ready to alight. We will like stranger to a foreign land, and not sure where and how to proceed with the alighting procedure, they do not understand our language and we will scared to reveal our identity that we was Singaporean due to the recent politic issues between Singapore and Thailand. Finally, we was out to the waiting area, looking for ‘STCC’ to welcome us. Wow, first time saw such a crowd waiting. Haha, at last we found our supervisor, Nuroo, and we boarded a taxi to our apartment.

Nuroo is very friendly and easy-going person at first sight. We chatted happily and treat us with Swenson. Swenson in Thailand only serve ice-cream, wow, my first time eating Swenson, but a bad experience as I don’t really like the ice-cremator ya before we reached the mall, we saw a terrible accident. A biker was terribly knock down by 2 vehicles. The biker was lying flat on the floor and couldn’t move at all. Me and Johnson was pretty aware of the traffic situation about Thailand and to be careful when crossing the road. Then we went to bought some of our necessities and sim card.

As it was after 6pm in Thailand, we decided not to bother Nuroo and we arranged to meet tomorrow morning at 7.30am. then we went back and left what we bought and decided the second shopping list. Our first funny incident in Thailand, sex in the street, a group of dogs… LOL!! Doggy style!

As we have not enough cash and money changer was closed, we decided to be budget abit. But LOL, in the end we use MasterCard to make payment for our shopping and went for dinner, pork chop rice.

Then we reach our apartment, begin to clean and bath before going down to the LAN shop as my laptop cannot get connected. It’s 11.50pm now, and time for us to sleep. Sleep tight, TaTa!!! (Written on: GMT+7 2350h)

Departing at the next momment

2006-03-20T07:17:00.000+08:00

Saded... I wish my dad could send me off... Haiz... But actually not that bad... I have a VERY BEST GROUP OF BROS FROM SECONDARY SCHOOL... We had a farewell supper just nw... Went to jackson kopitiam for a game of pool and billard... and eat tim sum after that... Really will miss them...

Hais... another sad incident, just view dear's blog... I am so sad and touched too... hais... I really would miss her alot... I hope this 4mths is a test for our relationship... Loving you foreva dear, we will keep in contact via msn web convo...

Hais... yet another sad things, Why do i have so many? Mum and sis, You are the greatest in my life... I really.......... (I can't drop any tears...!!) yeah, i gotta be strong, i am a grown up fellow now, living my motherland for the sake of experience, to be independent. All i can say now is MUM,SIS, DEAR DEAR!! LOVING U GALS FOREVA... I'll be back safe and sound, so no worry for me ok?

Departing the next day...

2006-03-19T02:10:00.000+08:00

So sianz... I am at home, nth to do... Wan to eat supper also cannot... Nobody company me... So sianz... So sianz...

I haven pack luggage sia, tml going to thailand le... Haiz... My father strongly disapproved of me going over, saying that the situation is very dangerous for me to go over. Hais, i noe his concern about me, but i hope he knows that i want to be a grown up man, I am no longer a spoilt kid, who need mama-papa's shelter.. I should be able to go out to the world, to see hw this world is a wonder...

Anyway, to my army life is also drawing near... 1 Years?? haha... So sianz... So hungry, finding khaki to go eat eat... Oops, i wake dear up from her dreamland... LOL! she now v-conferencing with me and looking at her NP stuff... All the best to her at NP... Let her know what is call PROJECT den she will noe my difficulties last time...

That's all folk, i am not long-winded... haha... In search for Supper Khaki...!!!

Tata

FELICIA CHIN!!

2006-03-12T04:34:00.000+08:00

Yoiz Yoiz... Went acting on 10Nov...!! I took photo w/ FELICIA CHIN!! SHE ROCKS MAN...

By the way, i got my result... Happy and furious...!!!
INNK, expected, got my A and miss my Z...SADED!!!
IN3D and INAD was stunning... I got an A...!! WTF?? DAMM HAPPY SIA!!
FOM got a B+ WTF SIA!! I DID ALL THE STUFF SHOULD GET A LO!!! DAMM!!!
ORDS B+ and CMSK C+ saded...

Went IT FAIR w/ DEAR DEAR!!... the crowd was like F*ck... DAMM so many ppl... countdown... 7days left and i will be going over to thai... My dad was worried... The situation there nw is rather chaotic... So sianz...

haven even prepare... now v.conferencing w/dear dear

tata

RESULT RELEASING on Afternoon

2006-03-10T04:21:00.000+08:00

RELEASE of result tml... Wah so fast... Just back fr malaysia now on phone w/ josh, pingnam and dear... I think dear is very bored...

So sianz... Tml going mediacorp... blog again when result release...
Counting down 9days to my departure.

-Ta Ta-

3days after exam... ^_^

2006-02-28T03:38:00.000+08:00

Finish exam le wor... ^_^
So Happy... Became a movie maniac... Watch 5movies in a month...

1 w/ ChinHong, Adrian and SengKai-(I NOT STUPID TOO)

Another 2 on the day just after exam with Dear(Pink Panther and Mrs Henderson)

Another 2 today, first was Final Destination 3, and another w/ dear and adrian 49Days.

Time to rate the movies and the winner goes to our local movie, I NOT STUPID TOO. Really a great movie, and i won't mine to watch again. Then Final Destination, nice horror, but too bad it's only for age above 16. Then comedy, pink panther ranking 3. Follow by 49days, then the most bored M18 show, Mrs Henderson.

After watching movie, I went to Malaysia with sheng xiang, ruji and chin hong. After eating, they wanted to go buy DVD. Guess what, MALAYSIA is selling TAMMY, NYP and Singapore hottest scandal currently. I was like o_0... WTF.... Den they never buy, they bought 3 chinese movie and we left to motorshop. I purchase some sticker for my helmet and was back in singapore. Now waiting for dear, but guess i am also sleeping soon....

Tata... Counting down 19days before i go thailand for OSIP... -_-""

G for INNK!!! DAMM MOFO!!!!!!!!!

2006-02-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

OMG... Complacency + Maple = Good Luck for INNK. Did very badly this time for innk. By a peep, I lost more than 25marks... Damm... Why was i sleeping all the while on the weekend? Why did i play maple instead of studying INNK... GOD DAMM IT!!!!!!!! ARGHZ... Let's hope the result won't be too bad till i have to take sub... But there's go my Z and A...... Freaking ass shit...

<"| Loss in my own world |">

2006-02-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

Oh well, at this point of time, a tears came rolling down my eyes... I sense the distant apart for us. She said she dun seems to understand me more and more, after 3years 8mths...

She was asking why couldn't i be the one to send sweet words to her everytime and she needs to tell me so? Is that really so impt? Does that really means alot?

Well, i could sense that if i am going overseas for attachment, I couldn't think of the consequences... Well, it's not really true that memory will fade but love will stay but i guess it might be vice versa when i am back in singapore after 4months of attachment...

I am really feeling very vexed, saded, totally loss... Not at this point of time with relationship issues when exam are round the corner... I am not taking her for granted, but it's just that i guess i does not show out my care and concern for her, or i did, but in the wrong way perhaps?

I guessed i am a failure in relationship, well it might be true... Sadded and saddedd.... Loss, I am loss... Truly, sincerely I am at a damm bloody loss on what i should next... Lalalalalalalalalalaa..........

Arghz... Signed Eddy

I am feeling so loss.... ..... ....

2006-02-14T01:59:00.000+08:00

Well, today is v-day but dun have the feeling of v-day? Dunno why? Haiz...
So many things floating around my mind... Exam, GF, Oversea, friends bla bla and bla bla...

Just call Bird today, talk and recapping the past... It's so happy to be living in the past, but life goes on, and we need to proceed.

Today, sharon submitted her JAE. NP as her first choice, with L1R4-11... sure to go into NP.. Sianz... Another gap between us... -_-" Sobz.

V-day? It's doesn't seems like V-day to me... Dunno why, she was not the usual self. Never mention anything... This feeling kinda weird...

Thinking also about sign on for my future... Haiz... should i sign on? Will the SPF wants me in their force? Sadded...

Dunno what bothering me, exam??? sharon??? totally in a loss....

-Loss Eddy-

OoPssS...

2006-02-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

Lol, since like every 3months i will post once. And it's always when exam draw near, and i am worried for my results. Well, this 3months had lots of festive season like Christmas, a brand new year, and also a brand new lunar year... LOL...

Today is also the last day of chinese new year, So bored, and yet i am so stressed up... 2 exam this time round, valentine drawing near... OMG... So many things to do. Also, i gotta go extend passport, prepare for my Oversea attachment at Singapore Thai Chamber of Commerce. Well, I will be away for 4months... :'( Will miss singapore badly...!! Haha...

O Level results- A happy day for my dear, scoring L1R4 11pts, and 16pts for L1R5. It's her turn now to decided her next step of life, and I will truly support whatever decision she makes. Gd Luck dear...

Dunno wat to blog liao... So sianz.. ya, why i suddenly think of blogging is because of Tom, Tom from I Not Stupid too... A VERY FANTASTIC MOVIE BY JACK NEO once again. Highly recommended, might watch it again... Muahhahahaz....

That's all...

Oops... So long no post

2005-11-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

Ermz... Some1 posted and ask where i get this song.

Eh... here it is...
http://www.boomspeed.com/bl3ah88/journey.mid">www.boomspeed.com/bl3ah88/journey.mid

Ermz... My aim for this sem is to get 3 As for my result. I gotta work very hard for this man.. Such a competitve class i in... Haiz... My gf is now having her O Level... Sorry for so long, nahz... never mind... Nobody see my blog anyway. Well, I was watching a new Serial Drama earlier on, Life-Line... DAMM GOOD SHOW.. Hahaha... Anyway, I will post more and more.. Improve my english.. Hope I can achieve my goal...

=)

The Start of STUDY WEEK

2005-08-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

Counting down to holiday... This is the start of STUDY WEEK. 1 week fr now, it will be exam and it will last for 4days... Sobz... Can i go thru this time? Never go any lecture... Haiz.. Eh...so sianz... after completing all the assingments, presentations yet we still got exam... SobZ!!!!

sianz... talking about 1 of the issue, 1 month back... My friend, alex, was talking on the phone... and her girlfriend doesn't believed that it was a guy(me) who called him, so he conference me in to the convo... The momment i enter the convo, i head !@#!$#%@#$!... I was like :S... Then when i meet up with him, i told him just "xiu" that gal for good la... It's like... a gal using vulgarities? What the heck is that man.... Somemore they are in a relationship... Hooligans? Gangster? Well, i totally hate, and dislike to hear @#!#$@#$@# coming out from a gal's mouth.

Sianz... Since she said she wan to have a "cool-down" period to think over whether this relationship will work, so be it. It's just seems that everything is under her control. Aww... *dRoP the isSuE* Ok... gotta study hard for my upcoming exam... Aloiz... !!!

The Start of STUDY WEEK

2005-08-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

1 month +++ after start of Term Test

2005-08-16T03:28:00.000+08:00

Well, start of term test was my last post, NOW... it's coming to the end of semester. This 2 week is presentation and submission week, and after that STUDY WEEK and 4 days of SEMSTER EXAM... so sianz...

Wat happened for this whole month? Ermz... 9-August-2005, Singapore 40th birthday. Went to watch firework with dear at tampines, then go see the tank display too.

Haiz.. another sad incident that happend was 15-July-2005, I had my first and I HOPE it's the LAST accident that i would ever had. I was lucky that I wasn't injured at all, BUT my sister was badly. She was hospitalised for 2weeks, and had 2 operations... Now she's resting at home. Hais hais...

Ok, enough for thos history, i should be looking forward... Ermz.. Today just had my presentation for my project... reach sch 7.15am. As we are the first group, all of us tend to be quite nervous. After all, i think that my group fair pretty well this time round for the presentation, all i can is pray and hope we would score well... Sianz... 4 more projects submission on hand... Now actually wan do report writing, but i am totally clueless for it... =(

That's all i guess... TaTA...

Start of Term Test

2005-07-04T03:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz... So sianz... Start of term test week liao... Must survive this week... Then hahahahhaa... Thursday i can go and chiong liao...

Wat a shagged week this is going to be... Just came back from studying at East Coast Mac...
Revised ROSW and ECAD... Saw chai leong's brother and also Kenneth(Ex-Pasirian)... Hahaha... Studying until wan to die liao... Haiz...

Sianz sianz... SIANZ YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO study liao... CHIONG AH... TA TA...

37 months - 02.07.05

2005-07-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

i miss my darling.
i miss her everything.
she is my life.
simply my EVERYTHING.

I'M gonna love her forever .
a fact that never change.

tml is our 37 month.
as he said,3 more months we are same as singapore
40years & 40 months
BIG DIFFERENT?

nvm,one day we shall reach that day. :)

Happy 37 months.

Term Test Coming...

2005-06-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Term Test coming liao... Haiz... Sobz sobz... Very sianz... Project damm stress, still got test... VERY SIANZ....... Dunno why also... Feeling quite vexed... Haiyo...Why ya? Haiz...

ALP Dry Run

2005-06-11T13:06:00.000+08:00

Wah... damm tired... Today wake up at 7am but continue to "lai zhuan" till 9am... Was supposed to report at sch at 9am de sia... haha.. luckily i wasn't the last to arrive... hahaha.. Ytd went down tamp meet melvin for supper... see him 1 last time before he finally contribute to the society after 20years and 6months on Planet Earth... haha... Anyway, hope he take care of himself in army bah.. 2years nia easy easy to past de... By that time, it's my turn =( Haha...

Dar now having tuition, wanted to meet her but she can't... nbm la... haha... As long as she noe i miss her, and she miss me can liao... so busy... project due soon, but i am so slacking... i dun have the feeling to do all those projects... streesssss + 101% damm F sianz sia... need a sleep now... damm tired... go lie on bed le... hehehe...

OinKz.. I am a pig =)

1 month no blog...

2005-06-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

Wow... I so long no blog le... it's been a month sia... Haha... Sch reopen le.. so sianz... no time to blog... Wat happened during that month? hard to re-cap sia... Eh... Ermz... 3years with dar? Went to eat at Aijisen... Den also go to sentosa on 4th June... Celebrating for melvin... Cause he going into army le on june 11th... dar now having holiday... she's enjoying her life... haha... sianz.. now got so many proj... damm damm sianz... k la... i will blog regularly... =X Once a Week? Haha... Nothing more to write liao... tatA

OL Camp?

2005-05-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

Let me recall wat happened so far for the week:

On Monday, i was carrying a half half mind to the OL camp, cause last year orienation i was like fuck liao.. dun really like, dunno why i join this OL camp also... I simply hate the Cheering, so kpkb. then from 12-5pm all the way was kp-kbing...

"OL Ooi...
Oooiiiiii.........
OL ooi...
Ooiiii...........
OL ooi...
Sux sux Ooi... "

Then it was like F_F(Fuck!!!), really dun enjoy any of the program till the treasure hunt. when i really get to know some of them... Den, light out time, all of us still energetic... Ah-wan, shawn and alot of us will there chatting, planning to disturb and play a prank on some others... talking cock, ghost stories and etc. Ah-wan and shawn went to put toothpaste on a SISSY( i think his call victor)... haha... ah-wan ran back and accidentally slipped... jitao tsunami attack sia... haha... den we continue talk talk till i fall asleep... next day, we went for "final crash"... the journal for my camp ends here... ALL BECAUSE OF A FUCKING KNNCCB INDIANS... I JITAO NOW ANTI-INDIANS!!!! THEY SUX TO THE CORE... Went out of the camp, out of the programme.

I still miss those camp-mates sia.. some of them are graduates, hais... so sianz...

Today sent mum to work in the morning, went to find dad, then go work... so tired... yawnz.. go sleep le...

02.05.05 2Yrs 11Mths

2005-05-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

Eh... Juz changed my blog, for this special occasion. Well, spent about 3hours in the morning liao, editing some photos, uploading and doing up this blog... Hope dar see liao will like it... Eh.. Ytd went supper with john,mel and Nomi. Den was like quite tired initially de, den watch 3episodes of "At the Dolphin Bay", it's morning le.. thinking wat surprise i can give her, I decided do blog lo... Dar, Happy Studying, 加油！！好好读书喔！！老公爱你！！Muackz

Labour Day- 1st May

2005-05-01T11:35:00.000+08:00

Eh.. Juz got back from mahjong game with jowy, mel and CH. Won $47... Den pillion CH to father's place there and eat breakfast... Take-away for sisters and my mum's breakfast...

Ermz.. I had being out recently, and can sense that dar is not really happy about it. Ytd she finally lost her patience over me, and gave me a cold shoulder. =( Haiz... Dunno wat to do sia... haiz... Normally afternoon, i sleep till full full, then at night go out de... Den she dislike me going out at night... haiz...

Now play www.hattrick.org ... Sianz sia.. This is a game, sort of Championship Manager BUT it's online la.. Eh.. My team currently top of Serangoon V.250 but guess, i am going down to 3rd placing soon... half time i lose 0-1... SIANZ!!!!! Now still watching the result... =( after that, most prob go ZzzZZZ... Tata

[=* Tong Hua *=]

2005-04-22T03:00:00.000+08:00

Eh... Today is Adrian's Birthday, My bro bird-day.. maybe later at evening meet him. Yesterday was Kim N Poh's bird-day, the day before was Eleanor... Wow... April such a busy month... Being riding since 11th April... Getting more use to the bike liao... haha...

Juz came back from midnight supper, met john,mel and nomi together for it... Initially we was at Bedok 85, den buy chicken wing for dardar... suddenly 4 QX... Jitao tio "chua" thought they was there for illegal parking... den we went to tamp... and i pass chicken wing for dar... Then we was at 107, Tampines there de coffee-shop... Eat roti prata, AGAIN there was 2 QX... Then we decided to go home.. I ride nomi back, then i was talking to dar on phone... LUCKY i never continue talk..I put down go out of car-park nia... Jitao saw ANOTHER 2 QX flashing signal for SPOT CHECK... I carefully ride at the speed of 70km/h(MAX) home, which took me 25mins.. Then now chatting with dar on phone, she was saying i never update... come update lo... Haha...

TaTa.... !! nitez...

Phantom TA150

2005-04-11T08:54:00.000+08:00

My last post was about TP. Eh... Ermz... Guess wat? PASS! Lols

* Pass my TP on 7th April 2005
- Got Full Marks-18Demerit Points!! Lols.. guess the Tester let me pass la... haha...

* Patch with Dar too...

* Then come my academic result... Wohoo...
-Basic Finance Accounting (A)
-Computing Maths 1 (B)
-Fundemental of Database (B)
-Java Programming 2(C+)
-Fundemental of Operating System (C+)
-Communication Skill 1 (C)

GPA was 3.22, comparing to last sem(3.57) got 10% diff sia =(

Next sem cannot slack le... Eh... Ok back to blogging after all those annoucement... Ytd was ZhiHui's Birthday... suddenly called me up, went to Siglap there a pub and celebrated his birthday... DAMM... Drink alot sia him... 2 Bottle of ChivaRegal... :S Hais... Hope he can go surrender soon la... No use dragging and dragging... Then went CheeWee's house there... slack slack... Haha... Den my first LICENSED-riding on road(actually counted as illegal la, Driving without insurance) haha.. but i just drive from his house till my mouse.. max i go to 70km/h nia... a bit still not so steady sia me... Must ride carefully... abo parents worry me, dar also worry about me... den i am waiting for the insurance agent to call me now... buy a policy for me and "my wife"... After noon go ROV(aka LTA) sign the "Married Certificate"... LOLS! K la.. that's all... Tata...

My 2nd TP

2005-04-07T05:35:00.000+08:00

Ermz... Wat did i do ytd? Eh... sleep, tv, gb and eat... Lols... An early post again, why so early for today? I am going for my 2nd TP test at UBI CDC(Comfort Driving Centre). Can't sleep for the night, talked to sharon from 2am till 3+am then lying there, thinking and thinking... Haha... Went to bath at 5.15am, wearing the normal jeans and my favourite & lucky colour PINK Polo Tee. Hope i can pass this time round... May god bless all u guyz out there, and me too.... =)

P.s If there's and update or edit of this post, means i passed!! Else dun ask i pass or fail ya... will be damm du lan to answer de... =S GOOD LUCK TO ME!!! YIPEEE

On a Wednesday...

2005-04-06T05:15:00.000+08:00

Ytd, went for Road Training... then come back wait for Keegan and his friend, thomas to come repair air-con. Air-con damm cold now, no more leakage... wan repair air-con tell me wor, i introduce u all to Keegan.. Cheap and good... then sleep till 3am wake up first thing saw Luis Garcia scored the 2nd goal of liverpool.. The game ended 2-1 a win to liverpool. Cleared a base in Area00 while watching the soccer match.. now waiting for my supper.. Eh, should it be breakfast at this point of time? hahaha.... tata

Wow.. Lols...April 2nd 12.00mn

2005-04-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

So qiao, happen to be just past midnight. Saw that eerie thread? It wasn't meant to be blank and nothing.. I actually type the encounter yesterday i had for 1h 10mins(Taking 1 mins = 40 words, it was a 3000+ blog)... Guess it wasn't meant to be known, so i am not going to re-write it. If u wish to know, then asked me bah.. Sianz.. just come back from working, dunno wat to do.. Either area00, or GB.. haha.. tata..

Eeeire...

2005-04-01T07:01:00.000+08:00

3rd Day of holiday

2005-03-31T06:16:00.000+08:00

First 2 day was like... ZZzz haha... all the way stay at home, Sleep, EAT and play gunbound.. Sianz.. no jobs :'( haiz... den slacking all the way... and all the way TONG HUA... listening to it, regardless, sleeping, playing GB or eating(in front of my comp mah)... GB with hooch,f4g and mel till morning 7am... Wah... cmi... muz find a job quick.. haha...

Seng Kai's Birthday

2005-03-27T02:52:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday bro... Today DB exam, so-so la... haiz... morning before gong sch, i eat panadaol... vomit out on my way... vomit 3 times sia... sianz... damm shag... after exam, went to suntec... at there saw a few xiao ke ai... haha... some of the gal quite chio wor... watch <>... Highly recommended...!! It's quite a humorous show... a few scene will scare u out of the wit. haha...Believe? if not, go watch it. After watching the show, we went to LG shop... my main objective today, repair my phone for 'jie-jie' to use...

Must wait for 4hours, i thought need alot of days sia... Haha... Then bo bian lo, i stay with my bro they all, loiter around suntec, scouting for gals... haha... then when arcade play play... Then we had our dinner at the food court... Ate a black pepper salmon rice set + a tomyam seafood soup.. THE soup was atrocious man, I thought got 'sotong' actually ONLY 1 piece nia... DAMM!!! then went to collect my phone, also buy a cake for SK, hahaha.... 1 cake divided into 8 pieces when there only 7 people over there, what do we do the last piece? hahaha... BIRTHDAY BOY BASH... i smashed the cake on his face, AND IT'S THE WHOLE ENTIRE FACE. Lols... His face was like a pussy cat.. hahaha... den reach hm, saw area00 alot of prob... Try to settle some of them... then talk talk on phone... Time to sleep le... Nitez.. END Here... tata!!

Sick =(

2005-03-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

Damm it, Sick at this period of time? Tml is a public holiday, yet i have to chiong finish to understand my DB... SIANZ!!! Haiz... sobx sobx... most of my friend, CH, Kell and Mel all EXAM-FREE le... sianz sianz... Haiz... Countdown to END OF EXAM... 3 more days.. must work hard le... HAIZ... End my blog here for the day, juz took med... muz go ZzzZzZZ... *Tata*

2nd Paper finished, 2 more to go...

2005-03-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

Wow wow wow... 2 paper gone le... song!!! next monday last paper.. this sat got 1 more.. sicko sia... I thought saturday is a no-work day for POLY lecturers? Damm.. this 2 paper so-so la.. i think can pass de... hehe.. happy... FCSOS, i jitao no study.. only this morning wake up at 10am++ reach dad's house there eat breakfast liao den read read notes... hahaha.. damm sianz... relaxing now...

Area00 7th Singapore Player's Meeting

2005-03-21T15:19:00.000+08:00

Yoiz, i am the MO of this 7th Player's Meeting.. This year respond was ok nia... eh.. ONLY 1 gal attend... that gal i think is 1 of the player's stead. Haha... not bad looking sia... Ok la.. we all went at 8.45am, the staff discussed, setup liao then start to wait for the arrival of players... den it was start off by Alex... quite a few humorus incident.. hahaha... Eh... ending staff interview, collection and so on... Then they suggested to go Pastamania.. but i went back la.. too tired... sleep liao wake up, now it's time to WAN SHUI WAN SHUI CHIONG AH CHIONG... tml java paper sianz... catch u all later... study time. OFFLINE.

Love is nothing more than an illusions.

2005-03-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

Thur night went to meet 'Dear' to discuss thing, den drink drink liao go home... Shagged jitao cannot wake up for revision lecture, only wake up at 2pm... Den went TP print out Area00, den meet mel go SAFRA comfirm meeting room for this coming sunday AREA00 meeting.. Went tanjong pagar to collect staff polo tee, the quality was sux. Luckily my shirt still not bad... Went movie watch "Son of the Mask" with mel, kell, and SK.. The show not bad la... But i dun really like to watch English movie. At night, wanted to revise my upcoming exam de, but ended talking to sharon... Hais... Talk talk till now from 12++ mn, smoking cig and gonna sleep... headache... TML muz chiong studies le, cause sunday got Area00 Meeting... TaTa..

~ GooD mOoD ~

2005-03-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Wah, this week so fast over... Sianz... Eh... Monday study nothing go in. Tuesday meet up with Adrian study nothing go in also... Den my bro POP(Pass Out Parade), went down meet him... Chat chat at Tamp S11 till 2am++ . At there almost witness a hacking incident, that guy fierce sia, take knife like nobody business.. Damm, he never hack that person in the end. BORING!!

Then went to my bro house play mahjong till morning 9am, when for badminton session fr 10am - 1pm. So long no play badminton le, at there saw my mei, Valerie and her family... Her mummy jitao say my face bloated... :S Say i fat le... :'( Lols...

Then went to "Ang Tiong" eat lunch with john, mel and jowy... Eat liao go SAFRA fill in form, actually got work, den come back sleep la... too tired cannot make it le... Ermz... Den reach hm cannot sleep, that gal tio virus dunno hw to repair... wah fortunately she go pom pom den i jitao fall asleep... wake up first thing, mama told me i tio 4D... Hahahhaha... Song sia... :P After 2years buying the same number, finally.... THIS shows, "when there's a will, there a ......... " forget wat liao, end here...

End of Poly Year 1 Sem2

2005-03-12T12:09:00.000+08:00

It's the End... Start of revision week and a week later, exams are here... Moodless, no concentration to revise my subjects, damm sianz... dunno hw to start my revision.
Failed my TP test, waiting for a re-test on 7.4.05... Expensive sia... hais... Waiting for that day, when i just have to give her up 1 and for all... Well, a saturday morning and let's see hw much i can revise. =( This sem is just too bad for me... Hope the exam ends soon...

Whoops... 6th Blog

2005-02-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

Haha... had being so busy... no time to blog sia... Ermz...Wat's coming up??

* Traffice Police test on 3rd March.
- Had being looking forward for this day le.. Hope i can pass at 1 go..
- SP, Phantom or Kips, I AM WAITING FOR U!! Chiong ah...

* Sem exam on 21st March.
- I am so slack this sem, must start to study hard hard le.. of else if i flung die liao sia..
- Gonna start revision as soon as i complete my bike test...

That's all bah.. I am not naggy de... haha

{=* PanGu Tradition *=]

2005-01-30T02:38:00.000+08:00

Ermz... This whole week was watcing PanGu Tradition last 5 series le... haha...
Recalling what happen for this week:

* Tuesday- went for my Prac8, failed.
* Wednesday- went for Adventure Learning Programme, was toasted under the hot sun. Enjoy alot that day...
* Thursday- Finally, the day i been waiting for, PASSED my Prac8, i and 1 step closer to my DREAM Bike... Muhahahz
* Friday- went for a stupid lame test, was damm paisey... Cause the test was a 40mins wan, finished in 5-10mins i jitao stand up tell teacher can i go, but she point tell me say NO ONE is ALLOW to LEAVE the room. Haha...
* Saturday- Done nothing today, sleep, eat and play computer...

Sch reopening soon le... Sianz... CANNOT slack le... Haiz... Haben touch School work at all... End here....

Wow, so fast Term Break le...

2005-01-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

Time flies so fast, Let recall what happened?

- Passed my prac 7, time for Last Prac-Evaluation before i go for Traffic Police Test.
- Quit all my players account to devote to Area00.com as a Senior Staff. Staff in all 3 server, magistrate00
- Term Test next week, Haiz... Stressed... Nothing more to talk... Try to update more often...

LAST but not least, time to save up for my "WIFE" le... Hehehe... hope to get by April

OoPs.. toO loNg nO bLoG le...

2004-12-12T10:02:00.000+08:00

Ermz, let's recap... wat happened during the past few weeks...

* Prac 5 for class 2B finally passed on Dec5 after the 6th attempt, took RTT too on Dec 4th waiting for result...

* Went KL, not enjoyable = (...

* School began on 6 Dec and the first week had juz ended...

Well, glad to be back in school... But it's kinda boring... Alone in a new class, where everyone is a stranger. Even lecturer, stop mixing with my bro in C086 last year. SobX, everyday go john's office to find him for lunch, mel in SIP hope he come back soon... Steve always go CH so seldom have the chance to meet him... Haha... Well, hope i can do well like last semester... Boring and oh yes... The last thing i haben mention, back to a staff at www.area00.com. :D

When 3/4 No Life meet a COMPLETE NO LIFE PERSON...

2004-11-20T05:01:00.000+08:00

Well, it's still the same... Everyday eat, sleep, play game... Nothing much and nothing less... Meet a NO LIFE GAMER... lols.. muz company him no life... sianz... Ermz.. tml morning gotta go for Riding Theory Lesson... sianz... Till 4.15pm... den call boss see need me work mah... finacial difficulty sia... haiz..Ermz... Sianz... Time to scout for char bor le... lols.. after so long single, really need some1 company and cares... Haiz.....

End here*Love is nothing more than an illusion. TaTa

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2004-11-19T03:15:00.000+08:00

Love is nothing more than an illusion. Well well, juz got back my area00 playing character, so sianz.. Chiong and chiong... Today fail my practical again... haiz... This time round 34Demerit Points and 1 immediate failure, compare to last time 22 Demerit Points and 2 immediate failures.... which 1's better? Sobxz... Waste money on sunday... Haiz... Slack for almost the whole holiday and sch re-opening soon le... So sianz... Haiz... Eh.. Nothing to do, clear finish every irritants that attempt to bomb me... LOLs.. Haiz... Life so bored, wat to do? Haiz...... end here... nothing more nothing less... *TatA*

After C086 Class's Chalet

2004-10-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went down and collect those bbq food to the chalet, then we started eating and chatting. Also, she passed me a be-lated b-day present BUT i wasn't able to go out at that time so she left it with her friend which i collected from them... Ermz... Night activity, we went maze and red house. Got a strange encounter over there... *weirD* Then went back chalet and sleep till morning, den come home online-gaming den going to zZzzz awhile... =)

The 1st Day after 18yrs on Planet "Earth"

2004-10-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

First Blog, juz right after my b-day. Had a tiff with my dad... Unpleasant ending, went to watch "New Police Story", a movie that i highly recommend people not to miss.